It's been a month since this began. I'm only getting to it now because it's done with forever now. This is the end of an era, our era; and i'm so sorry. I'm glad today happened. I needed it. I needed to finally put a name on it. We're over. Forever. I'm moving forward, if not on completely. This year is my year for forgiving, forgetting, and above all growing. I'm letting go of everyone & everything that has ever held me back. I'm so sorry to you three. Please know, i love you with everything i am, but you hurt me so much & i can't just wait anymore. I'm actually really happy right now. I never thought after we were over that i'd ever feel that way about anyone. I never imagined i'd
still smile after we were over, but here i am. I want something real again. I want something to believe in. I'm sorry this happened the way it did. I didn't want to hurt you ever, but i'm not yours anymore. I'm no ones. Please don't blame anyone for why 'i'm not yours.' I don't know what to do. I waited. I gave you time. I gave you what you wanted. I don't want to stay here waiting when there is someone who actually wants me for me. Please forgive me & forget this. I want to be happy. I'm sure you'll find your own happiness out there.
