fucked

i know. in the pit of my stomach that he wont want me when he comes home. i should just get over it now. especially with what moses said.

he's really nice. i appreciate him being here & telling me the straight truth. unlike the rest of world. he actually cares about me. he reminds me so much of john. (: just brown.


give it a chance maybe?? Paris thinks i should. Maybe i will.