Tuesday, November 24, 2009

If you want the real reason i'm so upset

It's because as much as i'd never admit, as much as i deny it, i have always loved you & i always will. I miss you. Sleeping together snuggled up on your bed or wherever. Eating pizza & sining sweet songs together. Going to shows. You holding me & telling everything will be okay & they're not worth my tears. There is a part of me that's always wanted to be with you always and forever, but as more than what we are now. I just never have, & never will have the courage to get shot down by you too. And i know the feelings aren't returned & never will be & i'm okay with that. I'd be too afraid to lose you too, like i already have. Your friendship is enough.

I love you.

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