People, no, I think it's just you, are able to accept her for what she's doing, but i'm being 'too dramatic' being being upset over being called a whore. You don't want to deal with me? You accept her bullshit story about how i am when i drink when i drink & get drunk with you the most? When you know better than anyone, when i'm drunk i get talkative & giggly as fuck? The only thing i'm ever all over is the floor. You & the people at In & Out know that one. I know you're a kind and smart person. It confounds me you would hear something so degrading and accept it. Not only believing it, but spreading it. I wasn't so much upset about losing a romantic interest as i was losing Moses as my friend. I knew when this started that the romantic side would only last so long. I was trying to enjoy something for myself, no matter how selfish it was. Not only would i be losing him because of something you said but you too, something had to go and i'd rather it not be you. I find it just amazing that you think i'm being dramatic. You think it's totally alright for her to get involved with anyone & everyone, but because awful rumors, that would change anyone's opinion about me are going around it's not okay for be to be upset? I understand that yes, things have been very unnecessarily dramatic with john, but how am I in the wrong? I should be allowed to be angry that people are lying about me. I have every right to be upset. I'm stressed out & i cry over the slightest thought of losing someone important. I know Moses hasn't been in my life long, but he is my friend. And sometimes i feel as though he is the only person who truly gives a shit about my feelings. Clearly you don't. Which is funny.
This is bullshit. You're adding fuel to the fire. You're just as immature & i cannot believe you condone this shit. Like... in the end that will be hella more dramatic than this bullshit. Cause John & I will get over it. Just FUCK.
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