ten dollars says no asks me how i feel about this.

I'd like to say after three years of being with a person i know them well. It turns out i do & i wish i didn't. I wish he would grow up & prove me wrong. He always sits there and says, "look how much i've done for you? look how much is changed. what have you done for me?!" I don't think i can think of a single thing he's done to "change" himself, or his life for me. I mean, he hasn't changed at all from the day i met him, except maybe, become a complete selfish asshole. And honestly, what haven't i changed for you John? I mean, do you see how different my life is? Do you see all the things i can do now? Not even that, but i didn't change me for me, i changed me for you. I let go of my pride. I admit when i'm wrong. I don't fight anymore. Do you even understand how hard it is to change that for me? And you know, i knew in the end of it, we wouldn't really have a shot at this again, just because you care what everyone around you has to say about your life. You feel the need to have everyone's opinions weigh in on something that is solely your decision. Fuck it. you're 20 next month. Act like it. Stop with your high school bullshit & get over yourself. You honestly haven't changed & still don't take how i feel into consideration. Then you spread this around, let everyone hear it, let everyone get involved, and you still wont talk to me about it. i mean the one person you should be talking to. If you honestly loved me, honestly respected me, you would sit down, like an adult & talk to me. Not storm off ever ten seconds. You even admitted to Tom you were immature, therefore you owe one mature conversation. Especially since, i'm still waiting to hear what you have to say about the break up. Remember how you said we would talk? Remember how i waited? Couple hours turned into a couple days, couple days turned into a couple weeks, then 4 months. Yeah, you're real mature. And now, you won't talk to him either? Or at least not if i'll be there or there will be any sort of paths crossing between us. You're a fucking joke.