calling this feeling anything else than utterly abandoned would be an understatement. i have literally been dropped by everyone. even shammy, thanks to something stupid, has stopped talking to me. tom is off with john i'm sure, and while moses talks to me, he's overly concerned with what everyone else has to say about this. I understand you want to keep the peace, but in this, do you really want to let everyone else govern your life. should i let other people govern mine?
although, i guess i do it anyway. what is this now? stubbornness. going after something because someone told me not to... i know i know. i'm retarded. i shouldhavelistenedtotom&shammy...
hm. i'm just really lost, and very few people seem to be acting like adults in this.
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment