this is like another drug, but better & stronger than the last

Even though i tried promising myself i wouldn't go there, i did. And i'm kinda addicted to it, to you. Don't let me go. Don't go for her. Please? I kinda adore you dearly. And i can't stand to think of you as someone else's. I know this will only get me hurt. You're probably not thinking what i'm thinking and what i'm feeling. It's not your fault. It's mine. I went in with feelings, but i will come back with nothing.