Why am i doing either of these? Just because you said cute sweet things? Because I want it to be more than what it is? 'fuck buddies' That's all he wants. Right? Then why did he tell me his favorite part was kissing me? Why does he kiss me like that? And hold me. It means something right? This was a horrible idea. I have too many feelings. I'm making this more in my head, in my heart than it should be. For all i know he's blowing me off to hang out with her. Maybe it didn't mean anything to him. I talked to Rae. You apparently talked such mad shit. She's shocked we've been hanging out this much. You couldn't stand me a week ago. I am being played aren't i? Well, i'm making myself being played? I mean he did say this was "practice" so i shouldn't be upset if this is practice for him to...
What the fuck. I am such an idiot. I shouldn't be waiting up for him, but i want to see him so bad.
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